I look upon Your smile at me, I kneel down, for my thankfulness to You… And I bow down for you my sweet Jesus, My Lord.
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
同受苦`同钉十字架和同复活
前天和昨天,做出了一个属灵的交战。
一股说不出的悲伤和绞痛从心里发出来,占据了我的心情和思绪。
让我说不出的忧,说不出的难受。
我说不出为什么。
早上上班,一样的一天,只是少了话。
下了班, 很不想回家。可是却不知道还能往哪里去。。。
经过一个弟兄的家,看到熟悉的车,却没有勇气上去。我怕看到他们我会哇一声的哭了出来。
这样的心情, 怎么去带查经班?怎么有说服力呢?
我像一个打了败仗的小兔一样,退缩的将我的团队推给了另一组。
可是我都还没有去交战,我连反抗的勇气也没有。
哭了一次,又一次。泪水陪着我入睡。
凌晨一点钟。。。醒了过来。吃了一个弟兄买给我的苹果(是我托他买的,却没有付钱),上了个厕所。
圣灵点亮了我的心思和意念,我告诉自己, 不要再作出让自己后悔的事情,不要打败仗, 不要再亏欠神,不要再掉入魔鬼的圈套。打开圣经,读了要带查经的经文,感谢主,那是一个开启人心的一个经文。
是马可福音8:31-38, 说道体贴人心 却不体贴神心意的, 都是出于撒旦。仇敌就是要我们的心思和神的心思背道而驰。没有和基督一起受苦,同钉十字架,同复活的, 不配作他的门徒。
我感谢主,让我度过痛苦的一夜,让我有力量挣扎, 让我能够和基督一同受苦`同钉十字架和同复活。
打开查经网页,作了功课,直到凌晨三点多。
祂對我說:『我的恩典夠你用的,因為我的能力,是在人的軟弱上顯得完全。』」(林後十二:7-9)
一股说不出的悲伤和绞痛从心里发出来,占据了我的心情和思绪。
让我说不出的忧,说不出的难受。
我说不出为什么。
早上上班,一样的一天,只是少了话。
下了班, 很不想回家。可是却不知道还能往哪里去。。。
经过一个弟兄的家,看到熟悉的车,却没有勇气上去。我怕看到他们我会哇一声的哭了出来。
这样的心情, 怎么去带查经班?怎么有说服力呢?
我像一个打了败仗的小兔一样,退缩的将我的团队推给了另一组。
可是我都还没有去交战,我连反抗的勇气也没有。
哭了一次,又一次。泪水陪着我入睡。
凌晨一点钟。。。醒了过来。吃了一个弟兄买给我的苹果(是我托他买的,却没有付钱),上了个厕所。
圣灵点亮了我的心思和意念,我告诉自己, 不要再作出让自己后悔的事情,不要打败仗, 不要再亏欠神,不要再掉入魔鬼的圈套。打开圣经,读了要带查经的经文,感谢主,那是一个开启人心的一个经文。
是马可福音8:31-38, 说道体贴人心 却不体贴神心意的, 都是出于撒旦。仇敌就是要我们的心思和神的心思背道而驰。没有和基督一起受苦,同钉十字架,同复活的, 不配作他的门徒。
我感谢主,让我度过痛苦的一夜,让我有力量挣扎, 让我能够和基督一同受苦`同钉十字架和同复活。
打开查经网页,作了功课,直到凌晨三点多。
祂對我說:『我的恩典夠你用的,因為我的能力,是在人的軟弱上顯得完全。』」(林後十二:7-9)
Reunion Dinner at Watson Road
Thank God we have such a huge blessed family in Sheffield, to have such a huge reunion dinner with fellow sisters and brothers in Christ. God is so goooooooood :)
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Lovely Bro Joven's pig maw soup
Thank you brother for your sweet yet spicy pig maw soup. ^^
We are blessing to have such brother to prepare this pig maw soup since yesterday by washing the pig maw, for a few steps as he told me. It was complicated!!! I still have to learn form him. And then, he started to cook the soup since this afternoon at around 12pm, gosh... oh ya, until 6pm just now. He cooked the soup for 6 hours!!! Oh my goodness, it was the longest time in my record, I have to stated down in my Ruth's World Record Bookmark (which i misplaced ages ago, nvm).
I remember the time my mom cooked this kind of soup which was a few ages ago, which I couldn't remember it at all, maybe when my daddy still alive during CNY? :) God is so great, it made me recall the time when my daddy was with us during CNY.
We are blessing to have such brother to prepare this pig maw soup since yesterday by washing the pig maw, for a few steps as he told me. It was complicated!!! I still have to learn form him. And then, he started to cook the soup since this afternoon at around 12pm, gosh... oh ya, until 6pm just now. He cooked the soup for 6 hours!!! Oh my goodness, it was the longest time in my record, I have to stated down in my Ruth's World Record Bookmark (which i misplaced ages ago, nvm).
I remember the time my mom cooked this kind of soup which was a few ages ago, which I couldn't remember it at all, maybe when my daddy still alive during CNY? :) God is so great, it made me recall the time when my daddy was with us during CNY.
Toni's Birthday Dinner
Thank you for the bak kut teh, fried chicken and char siu dinner. It was marvelous and lovelu dinner, with your hospitality and lame joke ^^
I would like to say thank you for your friendship and also being such a wonderful colleague to me. I wish you could know our Heavenly Father one day, He is our, which means included you, and you... yes you, who are reading this message as well. To know Him more, to find out more, to think more. I would like to challege you :D
He is so greeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttt!!!!
I would like to say thank you for your friendship and also being such a wonderful colleague to me. I wish you could know our Heavenly Father one day, He is our, which means included you, and you... yes you, who are reading this message as well. To know Him more, to find out more, to think more. I would like to challege you :D
He is so greeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttt!!!!
Monday, January 28, 2008
Last fellowship at Hanover church, at the moment
Next week, we will be moving back to SCCC for Friday Student Fellowship. The owner of the Hanover church will put the premise into auction. Our church will join for the auction too... pray that the building will continue be using for the fellow sis n bro, as a fellowship meeting point to share His words to each other, and also to the fellow students around Uni of Sheffield.
