The day

I saw the mountain is shivering.
It collapsed into ashes in a second.

Look, the girl with long hair, sweet voice, soft breasts, and fair skin.
Her hand is holding a whip and many are bowed on her feet.

... darkness surrounded me, the air is stuffy and I cannot breath,
fire kept burning me with no mercy,
the mud sticking all over my body,
they force me eating my own flesh,
I am cold, they took away my clothes,
they humiliated me and laughed at me.

The girl, pick up a sharp razor sliced my face,
it's bleeding ...
Somehow the blood does not come out from the wound, but my eyes, flowing down my cheek.
... a permanent scar left on my face ...

Hear, God has spoken, "there is no better love than my love for you; there is no greater loyalty than my loyalty to you".

written by Ruth on 4 December 2015, 4.28pm

我的韩语课 My Korean Language Class

I started my Korean Language class on 9 October 2014.

I was once 'dreamed' of taking up a foreign language class óne day' long time ago, but I had never moved my heart or taken any action to make it a reality. But this time, I made it!

When I told my friends and relatives, even my boss, that I am taking this class, they was like "what?" "You thought you still young and follow Kpop?"  "Ruth ah, you do not have good rest and now you are taking this class!" "Why Korean? You should take Japanese instead!"

A lot of negative comments suddenly just flow in and making you felt so 'guilty' to make such a decision. I was once asking myself, "Am I wrong to do this?"

But thank God, I have a supportive hubby to accompany to register for the class. Without further ado, I paid the deposit to register my Korean Language class. From there on, I know I have no turning back.

These three months of Beginner I class, I had a good time and every week looking forward for it. I have a good song-seng-nim too, she have good interaction with everyone in the class and she knows a bit of English that help us a lot in understand Hangugul.

22 Jan, was my first Korean Language exam. The next day, the office called me up and told me that I got 86% mark for my Beginner I exam. Wohoooo ~~~!!!

Yes, I've registered for my Beginner II class, "fighting!"

A Story behind the Glamour Scene: What had Kim Woo Bin experienced before he became popular?

虽然是金宇彬旧的采访，被偶挖了出来。但是很惊讶他所经历的一切。翻译如下：

图一：当我起初来到首尔开始我的模特工作的时候，我不想和家人拿钱因为有一段时间我爸爸并没有工作。

图二：所以，我在洗澡堂住了下来（他在那里住了将近6个月）

图三：我做了很多免费的模特工作

图四：挣扎如何用词说明，对不起

图五：我会把水灌满自己，因为我没有钱买食物

图六：然后我悄悄跑进洗澡堂里

Found this recently, so shocked to find out what Kim Woo Bin experienced before he started his model career. See picture below for story behind his glamour scene. It's always not easy to start your own path, but perseverance will drive you there.

이적 - 같이걸을까 我們一起走吧? - 李笛 Lee Juck - Let's go (韓中英歌詞, with Korean/ Chinese/ Eng lyrics translation)

This is the first song at "The Moment with Kim Woo Bin" 2015 fanmeeting in Shenzhen.

이적 - 같이걸을까
我們一起走吧? - 李笛 韓中歌詞
Lee Juck – Let’s go

피곤하면 잠깐 쉬어가 갈　
累嗎？休息一會兒吧？
Tired? Shall we rest a while?

길은 아직 머니까　
反正路還很長
Anyway, long way to go

물이라도 한잔 마실까　
要不喝杯水？
Do you want to have a glass of water?

우린 이미 오래 먼길을 걸어온 사람들이니까
反正我們已是走了很長的路不是嗎？
Anyway, we’ve walked for a long way, ain’t we?



높은 산을 오르고　
爬過高山
Climb over the high mountain

거친 강을 건너고　
越過猛江
Cross over the fast river

깊은 골짜기를 넘어서　
涉過深溪
Walk across deep creek

생의 끝자락이 닿을 곳으로　
朝著人生盡頭邁進
Heading to the end of life

오늘도　
今天也是如此
So as today



길을 잃은 때도 있었지　
我們迷過路
We lost our way

쓰러진 적도 있었지　
也跌倒過
Fell down too

그러던 때마다 서로 다가와
不過每當如此都會走向彼此
But we will walk towards each other when it happens

좁은 어깨라도 내주어　
把瘦小的肩膀靠過去
Leaned over the thin shoulder



다시 무릎에 힘을 넣어　
再次注入力量於膝蓋
put the strength on the knee

높은 산을 오르고　
爬過高山
Climb over the mountain

거친 강을 건너고　
越過猛江
Cross over the fast river

깊은 골짜기를 넘어서　
涉過深溪
Walk across deep creek

생의 끝자락이 닿을 곳으로　
朝著人生盡頭邁進
Heading to the end of life
오늘도　
今天也是如此
So as today


어느 곳에 있을까　
身在何處啊？
Where are we?
그 어디로 향하는 걸까　
又何去何從啊？
And where should we go?

누구에게 물어도 모른 채　
問誰也得不到答案的我們
We could not get the answer

다시 일어나　
重新站起來
Stand up again


산을 오르고　
爬上山
Climb over mountain
강을 건너고　
越過江
Cross over the river
골짜기를 넘어서　
涉過溪
Walk across the creek
생의 끝자락이 닿을 곳으로
朝著人生盡頭邁進
Heading to the end of life
오늘도　
今天也是如此
So as today

Presented by Kim Woo Bin

Presented by Lee Juck

Chinese Sub source: http://liuyun335.pixnet.net/blog/post/55489203-2013%E5%B9%B4%E6%9C%AB%E9%A6%96%E7%88%BE%E8%A1%8C10-%E7%BE%8E%E6%B7%91---%EC%9D%B4%EC%A0%81(juck-lee)%3C%EA%B0%99%EC%9D%B4-%EA%B1%B8

임재범 | 통증 任宰范 · 痛症 Pain - Yim Jae-beom

This is the last song "통증" (Pain) presented by Kim Woo Bin at his latest "The Moment with Kim woo Bin" 2015 Fan meeting in Shenzhen.

임재범 | 통증 

任宰范 | 痛症

내겐 아무것도 없었지 미래도 꿈도 
고댄 일상에 지친 가슴뿐 오노- 
그런 내게 빛이 되어준 사람 
세상을 향해 길이 되어준 사람 
내 안에 상처까지도 어루만져준 사람 
그건 너였어 
나 사는 동안 그 시간 동안 
하루라도 잊을 수 있을까 
다 주지 못한 사랑이 남아서 
아직도 눈물로 널 그려 
다시 홀로 남은 나 

슬픔에 젖어 지쳐만 간다 
내 모든걸 주고 싶었던 사람 
또 다른 나라 믿고 싶었던 사람 
마지막 사랑이 되길 꿈꾸게 했던 사람 
그건 너였어 
나 사는 동안 그 시간 동안 
하루라도 잊을 수 있을까 
다 주지 못한 사랑이 남아서 
아직도 눈물로 널 그려 

다시 홀로 남은 나 
슬픔에 젖어 지쳐만 간다 
잊어간대도 시들어가도 
널 향한 나의 사랑만큼은 
나 사는 동안 이 모습 그대로 
영원이 변치 않을 거야 
왜냐고는 묻지마 
너를 사랑하는 건 
내가 너이기 때문이니깐

我一无所有 没有未来也没有梦想
在疲惫的日常中 只有筋疲力尽的心
对我而言 像光芒一样照亮我的那个人
让我直面走向世界道路的人
抚摸我内心伤痛的人 那个人就是你
我活着的期间 那些日子
没有一天忘记过
由于还有余下没有全部给予的爱
直到如今 我仍用眼泪思念着你
重新变回独自一人的我
沉浸在悲伤中 无法自拔

想把我的一切都给予的那个人
相信我会改过自新的人
让我坚信着是我最后一个爱人的那个人就是你
我活着的期间 那些日子
没有一天忘记过
由于还有余下没有全部给予的爱
直到如今 我仍用眼泪思念着你
重新变回独自一人的我
沉浸在悲伤中 无法自拔

就算遗忘 就算枯萎
至少 面向你的我的爱
只要我活着的期间 像现在一样
永恒不变
不要问我为什么
我爱着你
因为活着的我就是你

Presented by Kim Woo Bin, click to view

Presented by Yim Jae-beom

舌头管不住，话如剑 ...

舌头管不住，话如剑。。。
一把掌掴在你脸上，羞辱你
一把刀插在你心坎里，让你窒息
一根烟头戳在你脸蛋上，永远的烙印

一霎那
是愧疚 是后悔 是无奈 是揪心
那永远的伤痛该往何处寻找良药？
是悔改 是时间 还是爱。。。

The Wedding: Lizhi & Ruth

Pre- Wedding Photo @ Port Dickson

By Michelle Tan

Pre-wedding Photo @ Sophia Bridal KL

Pre-Wedding Photo @ Penang 

By SunnySun

Actual Wedding Day - Fetching Bride in the Morning, Penang

By SunnySun

 Church Wedding - 9 Jan 2011 @ Penang Baptist Church

By SunnySun

Penang Wedding Dinner - 9 Jan 2012 @ G Hotel, Penang

By SunnySun

KL Wedding Dinner - 15 Jan 2012 @ Empire Hotel Subang Jaya

By McCain

Fried Tomyam Chicken, yummy!

I like my mom's favourite dish - Fried Tomyam Chicken, yummy!!! She teaches me how to cook it, wanan share with you guys if you love tomyam chicken as well.

 Ingredients:
(A)
- Chicken (chopped in pieces, sizes depends on your own preference)
- Tomyam paste (3 big spoon)
- Shredded lime leaves

 (B)
 - 3 Lemongrass
- 5 cloves of garlic
- 2 small turmerics
- 5 shallots
- chili (if you want it to be more spicy)

 How to:
1) Add 3 table spoon of oil in the wok, until it hot
2) Add ingredient B in the wok, stir fry it until it smells nice and brownish
3) Add chicken (cut in pieces) into the wok, stir fry it until the chicken cooked 80% (or when it is dry)
4) Add tomyam paste into the wok, stir fried until 100% cooked
5) Add water, water level until cover the chicken, add a small tea-spoon of sugar
6) Wait until it boiled and the chicken becomes soft and fully cooked, and the water level became thick gravy.
7) Switch off the light and serve on plate Ta-daaaaaaa ~~~ muah!

Here you can serve your hot and spicy Fried Tomyam Chicken on your dining table with hot white fragrant rice.

Chinese Glutinous Rice Dumpling

Year 2012, my sister, my mom and I made these Chinese Glutinous Rice dumpling together.

Well, basically as usual my mom cooked all the ingredients, and I teach my sister how to wrap the dumpling.

Just a few attempts, she can manage to wrap the dumpling without making any single dumpling being "open" while cooking it in the pot.

Last few years, my mom;s neighbor is the one who helped her to wrap the dumpling, but she got to be away for this year. So my mom got no choice but pick me to wrap the dumpling for her. Yeah, she does not know how to wrap, surprisingly, haha!

But she accused me i used to wrap too loose and made some dumpling too loose and it opened when cooking in the pot. I kept denying, because I know I did wrap it tightly.

Finally, I got my name clean!

Not even single dumpling loose and open!!!! Yay!!! ...

My sister and I made 40 dumplings for the first day, and another 40 the next day as my mom got not enough cooked glutinous rice for the first day.

Sigh, tired ... but thank God we manage to finish it all ^^

Mom fried the glutinous rice with dark soy sauce, light soy sauce, a little bit of salt, sugar & MSG

All ingredients were prepared:

1) Fried glutinous rice (as mentioned above)

2) Fried mushroom with dark soy sauce, light soy sauce & garlic

3) Braised pork with dark soy sauce, light soy sauce, sugar, garlic, spices

4) Fried chestnut

5) Fried green bean without shell

Here the dumpling we just finished wrapping, wait to be cooked in a big pot of boiling water!

Dumpling after cooked in the hot water

Look forward

Wow, the last post is about a year ago!
My goodness, I am such a bad blogger.
But I got my reason for such a long long away, simple because -
I am 4 more blogs to maintain, most of them are business online blogs,
hehe, well, not much profit though as I am just do it out of interest.

TRAVEL

* mom happily DIY her kimchi.

Traveled to Seoul & Jeju Island last July 2011 with mom. It's a raining season, so almost carrying umbrella for the whole long journey everywhere. But as long as my mom enjoyed the trip, it worth the money.

* Sis Mei-lin "borrowed" my mom to kiss, I should have charged her!

This August 2012, my mom and I traveled to England & Amsterdam.
My mom prefer to go Taiwan, but I love to go back Sheffield and visit friends there.
Not much things changed, but a lot of things not the same though.

Have not encounter the next trip with my mom, but I'm going to travel again end of the year to Japan & Taiwan with my hubby's family.
Sorry mom, please hang in there, will bring you again soon.
So, your leg gonna be strong ya.


WORK
Work wise, I am still working in the same company. It will be 2 years for next February...
Pray for the best to come!


MARRIAGE LIFE
One and a half year passed.
Soon gonna be two years anniversary already...
Yeah yeah yeah, baby baby baby... Many people keep asking, quite annoying.
But being polite I didn't shout out loud, "STOP asking!"
If one ask one of this question, when I meet 10 people, I have already got 10 same questions bugging me, so just imagine how annoying is this.
I just reply with a polite smile ~

Don't we have other topic to chat about?

But good thing is, after a few cooks, my hubby "pregnant" instead, hahahha!!! He got a big tummy oo.


HOBBY












* my DIY bracelet

Thanks to Eva, I started my new hobby - beading,
ya I still do felt stitching...
Just quite lazy these few weeks.



MOVIE

Yeah, my hubby and I enjoyed movie at home.
Highly recommended movies are Seven Pounds, The Pursuit of Happyness, The Bucket List, The Shawshank Redemption ...
More to come!